Bf says I complain to much

I've been dealing with depression lately and a lot is going on in my life right now. I'm in the process of moving to my moms with my 2 boys so I can save to buy a house and get out this horrible neighborhood (which I'm not looking forward to bc we bump heads when we live together) and a couple weeks ago my car broke down and I paid my sister to work on it and it's not even half way worked on so I've been without a vehicle and relying on others for a ride bc my town doesn't have taxis or ubers or that kind of stuff. I told my BF I feel like I'm a teen again being stuck without a vehicle and how much I'm not looking forward to moving to my moms. I haven't been constantly bringing this stuff up to my bf bc I don't want to sound like a cry baby but this morning he told me I complain to much and I'm being an asshole when all I did was tell him I didn't feel like getting out of bed. That's when he said I've been complaining to much when I've only brought those things up a couple times to him. All I wanted to do is cry bc he knows I've been dealing with a lot emotionally lately and I thought It was okay to talk to him about this stuff but now I'm afraid to say anything to him for the fear it will be complaining in his eyes. Just want to vent. I'm just so stressed ladies.