My ex husband has an affair and they tried to kill me

I and my ex husband decided to room share-- we were interview for a house rent - both on application --- we were just trying to extend our careers; three months into him doing hospital night shift - I not paying him any attention but doing chores and cooking and minding my business -- he started to withdrawal - we sat down and I told him I would like to end the lease in peace and to not worry about me---- neither of us dated because it was a long distance move---- before I knew it- he asked if a female friend could stay the weekend and I asked him to respect house rules and give notice so I flew to a spoon concert for the weekend with an extra layover-- when I returned -- he was different ---- I assumed four months left on lease thank god he met someone -- but then like one week later I got really sick and started hallucinating - my body went into convulsions and it was bfe Canada so we put ice on my body and I wrote it off as food poisoning --- it wasn't until two months later when a mutual friends son died - that he hit me because he said he preferred I not go to the funeral and I was raised with it's dad--- I called the police after I found mushrooms -- and suspected the obvious - he was trying to hurt me -- because I would not be with him---- not true---- the police contacted him and told him I'm on the lease and I said I would not file charges and stayed in a hotel for a week- while he left for the next 9 days it was revealed he wrote 10 suicide letters and notes to my family apologizing and was in an affair with his married co worker--- she then found out about him hitting me and from July to August the police were everywhere --- he stole my keys- slashed three totes and told the landlord crazy stories in which the landlord found out by legal orders he was lying-- the two had a secret email and bought apartments next to eachotand her husband was in another state while she traveled for work--- she was one month pregnant when I went to dv housing and through video records and neighbors had been stalking me for 7 months because the neighbors worked with her-- in short I barely made it out alive and then the girls husband began to threaten me to kill him---- I did absolutely nothing and would have babysat his kid considering I knew him since I was 18--- she still is lying and so is he and I had to go to court over and over--- to this day he has still not told anyone the truth and I had to secretly relocate near a relative be ause they began stalking me after going into to dv housing until I found something else- he lied to the police and the judge several times--&