Ok… not sure which group this post belongs in. I need some good/happy/healthy 4th baby stories. My hubby and I have 3 beautiful healthy babies. I’ve had 3 pretty uneventful, healthy pregnancies and births. With each pregnancy, my anxiety/health anxiety gets worse. We would LOVE a fourth baby and the only thing stopping me is my health anxiety. I’m not sure why I feel that I couldn’t possibly be lucky enough to have a HEALTHY and SAFE fourth pregnancy, birth, and baby. I’ve had terrible, horrible feelings of anxiety with all my kids (just thoughts that myself or baby will be hurt or die from pregnancy and labor) but for some reason I can’t shake it for #4. I have such a beautiful family and so much to leave behind. I cant bear the thought of leaving my family behind if something were to happen during pregnancy or labor for baby #4. Anyone else feel this way? How have you gotten past it? Any positive stories to share? Or how I can get past this feeling? It’s really tearing me up. Thanks for reading if you’ve made it this far.