So because my periods are irregular and I suffer

secondary infertility, spontaneously after 4 years I

find out I'm pregnant on dec 16th. I came into the

dr days later for an ultrasound and we saw

nothing. They said I'm likely just super early but to

be careful they ran blood tests to make sure it

wasn't ectopic. My HGC was rising by almost 50%

every 2 days so they said that was normal. A

week later I come in for another ultrasound and

this time we saw a sac with spec inside of it. The

sac measured me at 5w4d. So they had me come

back 2 weeks later for another scan. My next

scan, I was supposed to be weeks 4days ( based

off how far along my sac measured at my last

appointment ) but the baby measured 6w 3d and

they couldn't find a heartbeat. They basically told

me it looks as if I could be having a silent

miscarriage ( no severe cramps or bleeding ) so I

go back Thursday for a repeat scan to double

check. If there's still no heartbeat sadly we will do

a D&C and I'm terrified. It took 4 years, i genuinely

thought I would never get pregnant again

naturally and now this.. my son (who is 5 ) was so

excited and he still asks about it every day not

knowing that he's likely not going to have a

sibling now this august / September... I'm just so

devastated. They said my uterus was very tilted. I

read that sometimes with a tilted uterus it can be

hard to find the heartbeat and sometimes the

baby tuck's itself away and it's hard to see the full

thing. So now I'm wondering what if it's just because my uterus is tilted. I didn't have my first

ultrasound with my son till I was 8 weeks and we I

think got to hear his heart beat and saw him

wiggling around. First ultrasound is the one that

put me at 5w4d and second one was the one I

was supposed to be 7w4d but baby measured a

week behind. Ideas? It definitely grew a lot! So I'm

stumped. She said there's a small chance that it

could just be a slower developing pregnancy that

sometimes it happens but idk. Here’s Picture of my ultrasounds 2 weeks apart.