So for almost a year my hubby and I have been ttc. We've had three mc which were 4/2015, 8/2015, 11/2015. In July we went to family's house an found out that a family members get was prego. Made me green with envy. But over time I let it go until recently. I'm possibly sick with the fact that a drug addicted poor excuse for a woman can have baby's with no issues. Currently still sicken by the fact that her pregnancy continued with out even a small hiccup an not even one Dr appt of prenatal care the bitch goes into natural labor on 12/24 an delivers a by the grace of God a beautiful healthy baby girl. But here I sit at the house running from place to place getting the baby what she needs (because she traded all the baby stuff that was gotten before for damn drugs)an im taking care of the little angel cause the mom only seems to care maybe the size of a jelly bean.(can't even say an ounce). I'm pissed. This poor baby but I'm happy to take care of her. I just hope I can have my angel soon. Cause as I sit here taking care if her I can help but to be sad that she's not mine.