Rainbow baby, coping with new pregnancy?

Hello ladies.

I have had 3 miscarriages and JUST found out I am now pregnant. We were trying for this pregnancy and I am very very excited. However, I can’t help but have CONSTANT anxiety. And not just because I’m scared of a miscarriage, but just in general. Was this normal for any of you?

Also, I have a really hard time picturing the fact that I am pregnant? It’s almost like I’m disassociated with the fact that I am pregnant? Was that normal for anyone else? I remember this in my previous pregnancies, but I still have no kids of my own. Not sure if this is normal and everyone starts like this? Or if I’m an odd one out?

Anything helps and just looking for advice. Anything you guys have done to really prioritize your mental health? Easing anxiety?