Would you be upset?

I’m due with my second first week of June but this time around I’ve been having some crazy gut feelings he’s going to be here before my due date especially with how he’s measuring. My mom ever since I found out I was pregnant said she would stay and watch my daughter while I was in the hospital(she actually offered before I could ask) and here I am 4 months away from giving birth and I’m being told that she’s no longer going to be here that she’s going with my dad and his band on tour in the UK and Greece instead. My dad is in a heavy metal band so him touring isn’t new to us but her bailing on us just hurts so bad. I now am being told to find somebody else to stay and watch my daughter which chances are will be my MIL and my fiancé and I have really really bad trust issues with her and we’re so scared.