Why is it so hard and frustrating to find the right sperm donor to assist me with having a baby through AI at home, it is what i want and its my choice, ones have just let me down, wanted to do it NI, PI and actually spend time to work up to a relationship and maybe do co parent but honestly I'm 42 nearly 43 and time is running out for me, if i had the money I'd use a fertility clinic x i miscarried last may and its eating away at me, maybe my only chance and may not happen x