My boyfriend left me almost a week ago. I was so upset and sad. I lost my spot in the nursing program I was in and I was almost finished with the program, I don't like my career and the fact I live paycheck to paycheck, and now my bf leaving me triggered me. After he broke up with me he let me stay the night and we had sex. The next morning I told him I was really depressed and I didn't want to be here anymore. That I wanted to *off* myself. I told him if I got better and healed would he give me another chance. He said I will never give you another chance again in this life. After hearing you say that I can't deal with it. And he said I pressured him into dating me and that I don't respect myself. I feel really heartbroken #depressed #lonely #heartbroken