We've decided that we are ready to go ahead and try for a baby. I've seen an obgyn this year and I'm all healthy and I need to see her again to discuss this new development and see what she has to say advice wise and what she would like me to do, how she can help me, etc.

However, we got a little excited I guess and got a little headstart on the baby making aspect of it. But now I'm having anxieties that I wasn't thinking of before and it's weird.

All the women in my family have been known for being fertile. I know that's weird but it's true. My great grandmother had 11 children, and half of them while having cervical cancer. My grandmother had three pregnancies while supposedly using bc. My mother had two of my younger siblings, one while on the pill. One while using the shot.

This makes me think "oh I'll probably be fertile too!" But also makes me wonder if I'm a dud. My mother smoked while pregnant with me and rode amusement park rides. Who knows how that affected me truly. Or maybe I just didn't get the genes. That's an anxiety of mine.

On top of that I found out my sister has PCOS and tried fertility treatments but it made things not okay so she had to stop. I don't have PCOS or endometriosis but I worry about potential complications with trying for a baby now

On top of that, what if I have an ectopic pregnancy??? What if the stick says I'm pregnant and then I find out that it's ectopic?! That's also a new thought that's scaring me!

Idk I kind of wanted to rant I guess

Tldr; I'm having anxiety over things I didn't worry about until trying for a baby and they're wracking my brain