I am almost 37 weeks and recently was strongly pushed to changing providers. I was seeing midwives at a birthing center but have changed to ob doctors. Mainly due to scheduling a c section for 39 weeks if I don’t go into labor first (my first was breech so I’ve had a previous c section) I am 41. I have never heard fetal demise and maternal death and all kinds of horrifying things so much from these new providers. I am now terrified of giving birth and have anxiety daily. I don’t know what to do or how to get through these last few weeks. Cry almost daily and think of the worst possible scenario. Struggling right now.