Would you have a relationship with them

I know the whole this is confusing. This is just some things I had a hard time dealing with the past year of hearing about my family.

- J is the mother

- B is the older sister

- F is the younger sister

- C is F biological father

- L is B biological father

- S is moms new bf

- A is J adoptive sister

- Adoption papers claimed it’s unknown where J was born but when I asked her she gave me a location

- Unknown if J mother was using substances while she was in the womb

- J was abandoned at 5 years old with her younger siblings then all got separated

- When J got adopted when she was 11 the “mother” who adopted her was trafficking her

- J ended up in multiple facilities until she was in her 30’s

- J had about 9 miscarriages

- My sister B told me J wanted to have me to be released from the institution then on my paper it said she didn’t know she was pregnant

- J’s father didn’t know about anything until she was 18 but he later passed away tragically

- J claimed she was raped several times growing up

- J claimed she gave birth when she was in the institution but someone took her baby and threw him into a furnace and he died

- J was diagnosed with psychosis, Depression, schizoaffective disorder, ADHD and intermediate experience explosive disorder

- J would self harm by cutting herself and using lighters against her skin

- J dated a man L who raped her while she was sleeping then tried to burn down the courtroom cause he was losing the case

- J claimed she liked L more than C

- J also dated another man C who she claims was physically abusive to her and would take money from her meanwhile C would try to be there for his child but the adoption agency refused to let him have his baby because he’s black

- When J was in the institution she told someone to kill themself and then they did and she thought it was hilarious

- J worked as a prostitute

- J told me when she was street walking two guys refused to pay her so she called the cops on them and got them arrested accusing them of being drug dealers/ rapists

- When J had two babies she would only keep in touch with B and not the other F, and there was questioning if J would use substances when she was pregnant the question remained as unknown on the adoption papers

- B told F that J would drink but it was only once a week

- J says she likes “bad guys” and now has a new bf and tried to tell me he’s good meanwhile her daughter B told me he’s manipulative and would kick her out the house because she was drinking in her room at 22 by herself and would slap her on the ass

- B told me that J would strangle her when she was 6 and she woke up on the floor later

- J sister A would smoke crack cocaine as she let B get attacked and sexually abused by her brother who’s now becoming a cop

- B told me that J sister A was a manipulator and that J and S don’t support her because she’s bisexual

- B told me J new bf S would be inappropriate to her and is controlling and didn’t want me to be near him then claimed I was a problem to him and I’m not good just like my biological father C

- B admitted to killing cats as a child

- J new bf S would call me when she was sleeping and try to talk to me inappropriate saying he’ll take out my organs then tried to play it off like it’s a joke

- When S said that to me someone with a similar last name to my father C showed up on the news that they went missing and when their body was found their organs were removed

- B would show me photos of my father then get upset and tell me she wants to meet hers and that she didn’t have hers even though he was a rapist and arsonist

- B would try to convince me to do or say certain things then get mad and blame me when it doesn’t work out

- B had an addiction to meth, cigarettes and alcohol. She also dated a child molestor and a man who shot someone with a shotgun and killed them. J was getting jealous I was talking to her and didn’t want me near her

- B told me that J wouldn’t want to meet the family who adopted me because she would of wanted to kill them

- B warned me to block S

- B told me that J would rape S in his sleep but when I met her she told me something else

- B said she’ll like to have sex in a cemetery/graveyard

- B told me she made 10 accounts to get back to her ex

- B said she wants to have a baby first and would want to kill me if I have a baby before her

- B told me what race the family is then switched it saying they’re not and also told me about how we had an uncle but it didn’t say so in the adoption papers

- When I was going back home J said she doesn’t want me anymore then would call me about less than 5 times in the last year