So I work as a agency nursing assistant so I travel to different nursing homes and make my own hours ( I have a 3 month old son so this is what is working best at the moment). Well only a few homes will let me work not vaccinated but they are 40+ minutes away and don’t pay as much but all of the closer nursing homes paying $4-$7 more only allows vaccinated aides… so I told my fiancé I should get vaccinated so I can make more money and don’t have to travel that far… he told me he doesn’t want me vaccinated because he’s afraid I will die ( he had 2 relatives die just a few days after the first vaccine for unknown reasons) he told me if I get vaccinated I’m going to “ risk leaving him and more importantly my son behind” so now I feel guilty for wanting to be vaccinated and I’m scared because what if I am an unlucky one to get sick or worst because of the vaccine….. I need opinions please !!!