Finally, after 5 years.

I’m 32 weeks pregnant. We started TTC in July 2017. I’ve had many losses and long periods of negatives. I couldn’t bear talking about it in any of my groups. I’m happy to say that it looks like a baby might actually happen this time. I’m a first time mom. I’m a long time caregiver, though. I have the knowledge and childcare experience, but it’s different when you are in the same sleep space, have to breastfeed (or not!) all times of the day or night, planning pediatrician visits, and still trying to live life somewhat like before. I’m a (returning) full time student at 38 years old. I was working full time until very recently and plan to return to full time work. I’m excited and nervous. I hope everyone here has had better luck and beautiful babies they might want to share. Thanks for being here when I needed.