Expensive

I feel so down right now looking at how much life costs. I am 21 and I’ve been with my boyfriend for 4 years now…I was looking at how much it is get married and seeing how much a house costs, monthly bills, furniture, honeymoon, wedding…just everything it seems impossible. it seems so far away. :(

I graduate soon so I will finally start making money & he has 10,000 saved but I just wish it was sooner…just discouraged 😞