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So March 1st is my next OB appt I’ll be 15+1 I haven’t seen my twins since Jan 23rd due to my car breaking down and me not wanting to switch Drs thinking my bf will go to a appt with me so I kept my Dr near him I told him my appt is coming we might be able to find out the gender he said he will be there and he will find a way for me to make it to the appt since the Dr is 2hrs away from me well last week I asked him for $130 to have my car towed to a better shop since it broke down Jan 9th while we were on our way to VA he didn’t give me a dime I waited a few days and then told him how I felt behind his actions how whenever he asks me for money I gave it no hesitation but the one time I needed him he let me down he didn’t even reply back to any message on how I said I can finally get my car fixed he also doesn’t have a car because his blew up in October he makes 6 figures and can afford to get a car but his license is suspended anyway after that I told him I switched Drs to a local one because I cannot count on him because he let me down and he is upset but idc I also told him I MIGHT FaceTime him so he doesn’t miss out but I don’t think I’m going to do that I told him the date and time and if he wants to be supportive then he should set an alarm and call me his damn self I’m tired of telling him what’s going on with the twins I really went off on him that day because I have given him over $5500 and when I needed him he let me down I’m just so mad I feel stupid for ever being there for him and I’m glad I moved out of his apartment and back into my own and since I left nothing in his life has been flowing right and not to be mean but that’s what he gets for being selfish ugh I just don’t even want him to see the twins at this point but I want a 2 parent household so bad it’s been 3 days and I haven’t spoken to him since he left me on read