No ovulation

Despite taking Clomid this month I still don't think I ovulated!!! I had positive OPK's but my BBT's are all over the place.  It's getting pretty frustrating knowing that my body won't do what it's supposed to. It's my 9th month TTC . I know some women struggle for years and quite frankly I think those must be the strongest women alive!!! I'm not ready to throw in the towel but maybe I need to take a break. The constant thoughts of never being able to get pregnant, peeing on sticks, checking my temperature, charting every little detail, it consumes my life. It shouldn't feel like a job but it does. I'm mentally exhausted. Sorry for this long rant I just know a lot of you can relate. I can't talk to any of my friends about this because none of them have ever struggled to get pregnant. I'm so glad to have this community and know I'm not alone.