Trying again....

Ha
So after believing I was 12+2 I went for my first scan yesterday to be told that the baby had stopped developing. I have had two days of light bleeding and hoping everything was ok but I miscarried last night. It was as if finally accepting what deep down I already knew meant my body could let go.  I feel better because I'm not "waiting" to miscarry now.  
​This won't beat me and the hubby, so we are going to wait a month and try again. Onwards and upwards. I'm a firm believer in what will be will be, this baby just wasn't meant to be at this time, so fingers crossed for next time!