Picture/Story help!

Emma • 9 miscarriages & ectopics 🌈 #13 years TTC for our rainbow 🌈 31❤️
Hi ladies I have a slight obsession with pregnacy tests, soon as I finish ovulating few days later I start testing daily me and my husband have been ttc for almost a year our second child.
​I feel really depressed when I get the negative result & feeling like theirs no hope for baby no.2 most of family keep asking questions to my daughter she's 4 "would you like a baby brother or sister" "I think you should have another baby" I'm frustrated hearing these comments now from family & friends kinda makes me feel sad in away as it's been a whole year of ttc..
​I also have the clear blue monitor tracking my hormones everything seems normal? Help please