AF arrived :-( So dissapointed

Feeling horrible. Thought this was my month. Been TTC #1 since Jan. came off the pill in December and was lucky enough to have AF return regular straight away. Hoping to have better luck next month...it's so uncanny to think in my teens I was paranoid and took every precaution to NOT fall pregnant and now that I WANT to be pregnant it feels like it's taking forever. Is there anyone else up there TTC that has had AF show up and feeling the same as me? :-( I feel so alone...