2ww....mixed with resentment

Sooo I started my 2 week wait this past week but I am not very hopeful...didn't get to bd as much as I wanted too since DH just had shoulder surgery...I am just soo done with this ttc game...I always imagined having a child...concieving a child would be fun...maybe the idea of it was the first 3 months...but now being on my 12 month it is not fun anymore. It's sad to say but I sometimes feel plagued with resentment towards my DH for wanting to wait so long and not try when I wanted to 2 years ago..has anyone else dealt with a husband who wanted to wait and now having a hard time concieving??? How did you overcome the resentment and hard feelings from wishing you could just tell your husband.."told ya so"...sorry completely ranting...just feeling really aggregated and don't have high hopes for this month