Please could I have so advice and help.

This month will be month 6 of trying to conceive baby #1, I know it's not long compared to some other people and I don't mean to come across insensitive, I just need some help getting through this whole trying to conceive stress! This is meant to me the most enjoyable time for me and my partner and I just feel so upset. I have had 2 miscarriages in this 6 months, I had one in December 2013 and one in April 2014. I'm feeling so down and lost this month and it's the first month I have felt this in a long while. Just feel that noone understands what I'm going through. Sorry for my rant guys. Just praying this month is my lucky month xxxx