discouraged......

Hi Ladies..... so my husband and I have been TTC for a little over 9 months and its a no go. I downloaded various apps to help with ovulation dates and while considering all the dates we made sure to handle our business. I just knew this would be different because I felt the cramping during my ovulation and we even stopped in the middle of running errands to make sure he had some swimmers there to meet my egg...lol. Well here we are 4 days before my scheduled cycle date and I feel awful. I'm experiencing cramping, queasiness, and lower back pain, and tension in my legs. These are the symptoms I feel during PMS. My heart is still holding on to the possibility, by my mind knows better. I know I'm ranting. I just keep getting my hopes up high for a let down.