Need advice

Janice • I`m 29, husband is 31. I have pcos and a bicornuate uterus. This is year 3 ttc. MC in y1 Baby #3 is now 16w 2d`s
After 3 years trying a mc in year 1 and now a mmc that ended up in me still being pregnant and am now 9w1d. I'm scared about labour!! 
​I had my son nearly 7 years ago by normal delivery but needed suction cup and cutting. Two years after that I had my daughter by planned c section as she was breech. I want this one to be a normal/birth delivery but really worried about the pain as I haven't actually given birth sincey son 7 years ago. Has any one had a big gap between pregnancy that could give me some advice. It's it like have your first baby over again? And what's it like having a vbac? Has anyone had complications because of it?