Really upset :(

Lori • 16 yrs old and after having 5 miscarriages and not being pregnant this time iv lost hope, myb ill never have kids :(
I'm just so sick of these BFN s and then when I do get a BFP I miscarry :( 5 miscarry , 8 BFN s (1 day after late period- 8months worth) if I couldn't every BFN pregnancy test I took it would be to many because I usually test way to early anyway,, hehe
​But I'm just feeling really down and upset, has anyone else been like this and just really thought its just time to give up? :(