Fat and unattractive.

AshleighV • First baby is on the way :)
Ever since my pregnancy my fiancé is really different. He use to be all over me and say I'm beautiful and now he makes little comments here and there. My body has stretch marks everywhere and i was very depressed about them and cried he told me well your body wasn't even that great to begin with. Or he tells me he's surprised I even got stretch marks since I was pretty tubby before. None of these things he ever said before.. He even admits he has to get use to me with all this weight because I won't loose it since I'm naturally fat and lazy. I told him most of it is water weight and he says sure... As if I'm lieing. I try to get intimate with him because I know he is sexually frustrated since I haven't even been fully naked every since my pregnancy due to low self esteem.. And while I'm trying to satisfy him he's on his phone looking at naked girls .. I geuss looking at me is not a good sight. Lately i look in the mirror and start crying and he wonders why I'm so self conscious and I told him it was because of him and he brushes it off saying I'm hormonal. I don't know how to deal with my body and my fiancé.. But I've gotten very depressed .