I can't help it...

I wanted to start trying this month with my donor but I'm out before i even had a chance. I think I ovulated yesterday and my donor is out of town till tomorrow night :( I'm blessed with a son but I wanted another so bad. I can't help but to feel depressed. I have been taking the giant prenatals and stopped smoking cut out all soda lunch meat and fast food. I can't help but to be sad I have long cycles and my chance again won't be for a while if I even ovulate next time around.