Am I a bad person?

Taryn • Grace Brynn Galligar 03-07-15
So I'm 16 weeks along now, almost halfway done. And today my boyfriend, baby's father, is getting home from the military after 3 months of being away, and I'm kind of dreading it. I miss him obviously, but for some reason I'm just not too excited. I don't know why, and that makes me feel really bad. Am I a horrible person?? I feel like one.