Your thoughts... Am I a bad person??

Michelle • TTC our first baby!!
Im a part of a infertility group on FB. When we started 1 1/2 years ago it was 14 women, all with differing stories TTC. Well, we're down to the last 2.. Me and another woman, who sadly lost her angel a few weeks ago. Am I a bad person for wanting to leave the group? After all this time, and being no where closer to my dream of a baby, it's hurting so much that I have to see their posts.. Tbh.. I am jealous... I just want it to be me!!