Hello all so I had a miscarriage in May it was a planned pregnancy, and although I am young (20) I can't stop thinking of babies. I thought of it as a sign from God to wait at least a few more years so I have been trying to tell my self that. I currently have been with my boyfriend for 5 years and have lived together for over a year I am a nursing student and know now a baby is not something that should be on my agenda until after marriage but I can't stop thinking that I could be infertile or what if I wait a few years and I can't have a baby because I waited to long. I currently have pelvic inflammatory disease which can cause infertility. I just need support and advice. I keep dreaming of being pregnant again and can not get it out of my mind. We are more than financially stable but I want to be a mother not now but in the future but there is always that what if in my mind. Please don't say I'm to young to have a child I understand I am I'm just scared my disease can mess me up and not be able to have kids in the future. We are not ttc but aren't taking extra precautions either.