People may find me weird, but...

Jennifer • 19; freshman college
When I talk to my best friend about me being stress and stuff (female and male BFF) they would tell me why not "play with yourself". Well tbh, I feel nasty when I do it. When I do, (rarely) I just want to get it over with. I have been fingered by my ex partner in the past and I didn't have a problem with that at all. I honestly preferred if someone else did it for me than myself. I don't even know why... Sometimes I question myself if I am just being insecured with myself or just thinking too hard about it. Probably both, but I'm curious on what you guys think. /: