Cheating

Isabelle
I found out my husband cheated on me with a coworker from his job I found out cuz I saw his txt messages I was so pissed off that I threw the phone at him while he was sleeping. Now he begs me to forgive him that's he gonna change, that he regrets it. We have a 1 year old son I'm so angry sad and confused cuz that showed that he didn't care of our feelings. Deep inside I wanna forgive him but I want him to suffer of what he has done.. Is it possible to forgive someone that you truly loved? ?