Completely down

I just downloaded the glow summary. 13dpo. TTC #2. I have been TTC using glow 10 cycles. Total 14 cycle I forgot about the 4 cycles before glow and well the summary showed me that it's been 14 cycles and I'm just completely down. During the 14 cycles everyone and their mother (literally) have gotten Prego/gave birth all but me. I can't rely on symptoms, opks, bbt, cm, cp, nothing. Nothing ever changes :( I'm told im fine n heathy, but obviously not. Idk anymore just so down n out about it all. To top it all off. My bday is next week n all I wanted was a BFP but AF will show her ugly mug, "happy bday from AF!"   (Rant over)    :(