Symptoms? Anything?....

Mama0301 • Proud mother of an angel 💕
Does everyone experience implantation bleeding? I am 9 DPO today and I did my first cycle of clomid this month. Not sure if AF should start the 18th (glow prediction) or the 22nd (another app prediction that is always spot on since ive been using it for so long)... This is the second month using an OPK and 1st month where i got a positive reading during fertility...am feeling super emotional and cant stop obsessing over the fact that i want to see a BFP and am terrified at testing because i can almost already feel the disappointment of the BFN that i feel like ive seen the past 3+ years...wish i could speed up time the 2 week waiting period...am i supposed to call my dr if clomid doesnt work this time? He didnt schedule a follow up...so confused and not sure why but feeling hurt...anyone wanna buddy up?...feeling alone...?