Another Poem for a Guy that I Have Feelings For

Mary • Hi! I`m Mary. I have a BA in Psychology. Been dealing with PCOS for 22 years. I work at Sander’s Candy and Ice Cream Shop and trying to get my head around this COVID craziness!
I hope to God, just like the last poem I posted, that he won't see this one either. Hope you enjoy it! 
​Who Are You? 
Who is he that would 
Touch me to my core 
And deepest being? 
What do I call
The one who can 
Make a second a year
Yet an hour a minute? 
Time stops, hearts a flutter when 
I spend looking upon resplendence 
And regalia
Of he who gives these things 
Their very meaning. 
How can it be 
That one mortal
Can fill the void 
Left by sadness 
And the burdens of my soul? 
Is it life and her paradoxes 
That can do 
What would be
Defined and deigned by
What only belongs to 
The ether
Or is it my sentiment 
That makes it so?  
My head is filled with pleasures 
My soul screams out for joy
Blessed would be this meeting 
If I had 
The courage to go 
And meet you there! 
You can make 
The chorus of death
Grow silent and die in my mind
Something I thought that 
Not even prayers could answer. 
Shakespeare and these words
It seems 
Would be a total injustice
Compared the flushness filled
With your power and self 
Inside my very essence! 
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