Breastfeeding! ?

I want to breatfeed because it's the healthiest start for your baby but I've been reading up on it and it gets pretty gross. Apparently the milk can get lumpy in your boobs and you have to massage your boobs to get the lumps out. Also if it gets plugged you have you squeeze on the plugged up milk like a pimple and it comes out of your boob like "a thin piece of spaghetti" Omg ew I don't know if I'd be able to deal with all that. If any of you mothers have breastfed did you go through all that?