Feeling down.

Heather • Nursing student, raising two beautiful boys and have a loving hubby! I`m the queen of my own castle!
AF is due Sunday and I had what I think was implantation bleeding(see picture below) 
I have taken two test and BFN. Do I need to wait I'll I miss af??? Or am I out??? So sad :(  cervix is also very high,soft,closed!!!