PLEASE tell me someone is going through the same thing!

Samantha • 29. A Mom of a 7 year old DD & 1 year old DS who is our rainbow. & I have 2 Angels in Heaven. 💔👼🏼👼🏼
AF due 11.14.14 
so.... 
Tested 11.13.14-Negative. 
Tested 11.15.14-Negative. 
And today is the 19th... And still no signs or symptoms of her showing up.  I've had sex which usually helps bring her along and that's failed. I normally get sore boobs before she comes and I can squeeze EM pretty hard without flinching. I'm so confused! I've been TTC for 6 months now.. I'm waiting till Friday to see and then I'm breaking down and going to buy another test. The anticipation is killing me!