Heartbroken

Stephanie
I had my ultrasound today to see if 100mg of Clomid worked. It didn't. My follicles are only at 16.5, need to be over 18 for ovulation.  I'm going back on Wednesday for another check, but it's unlikely they'll develop further.  Add to that my polyp is big enough it'll require surgery if I don't get pregnant this round and I'm devastated.  Surgery means a month off from trying. 
It's been a long 10 months of trying and not ovulating.  I'm just so frustrated and sad.  My body refuses to do the things that it's supposed to, and all I want is to be a mommy. 
If I ovulated at all, at least I'd feel like I had a chance.  But not ovulating all this time is so hard, there's not even a chance.