Bummed out about PCOS.

Had a blood test done and as a result I was diagnosed with PCOS about 3 or 4 weeks ago. I am 23. I bought 'PCOS for Dummies' to get a better idea of what I wad dealing with. It was just depressing to me. I started crying. I thought I was perfectly healthy and now all this different stuff has a greater chance of happening to me as a result of this. I also want to have kids one day. I've always wanted kids. It kills me to think there is a possibility I wont. My periods have been way off for as long as I can remember and I get acne so those are the only symptoms I have, thankfully, but it still is depressing for me. It just sucks all the way around no matter what. I'm not taking any medication to help. All the nurse suggests is bc and I honestly just don't want to take bc and never have wanted to. They say there is nothing else since I'm not trying to conceive. There is just too much to say about this for me right now.