Thought using the Clearblue Digital Monitor would make my life easier... haha. Have had 9 days of "high" readings without a peak... we have BD'd at least every other day during that time. Have had fertile CM almost the whole time. Am temping but my temps are always all over the place. It's CD 30 today and I had what looks like a temp spike after CD 25 but it's hard to tell. And of course I'm going out of town without my husband for 5 days starting tomorrow, so if I haven't ovulated yet we're pretty much screwed.

I am so frustrated and tired of this. we want a baby so badly and my cycles are so messed up, sometimes I feel like it's never going to happen. Next step is probably metformin or clomid... got a doctor appointment on the 31st. Would love to have a BFP before then.