Alone

I'm really feeling alone.....me and my boyfriend of four months just broke up Christmas Eve....and now I feel like I have no one....and he's giving me back all my stuff today from his house that I left because he got his stuff from mine Christmas Eve.....and I'm just feeling really alone and like after this is completely over I'll be alone all the time.....and I kinda don't want him to go....but he's too much a non-emotional person to settle down and talk to me....he shows no emotion of sadness....and him not stepping up and talking to me really hurts cuz I feel like he doesn't care....but he cried the night we broke up.....I don't know....i just really feel like I've forgotten how to love anybody....and I don't know what to do...