Medicine

I have been off and on anxiety medicine for about 10 years. I decided to stop taking it in sept bc we are TTC. I talked to my gyno and she said it's my decision if I think I can make it without it or not. It's a low dose. She said that there's a minimal chance that there could possibly be side effects if I continue to take it. So I got off bc I didn't want ANY chances no matter how small BUT I don't think I can handle it anymore now. I have no motivation and there are only a few days in every week that I don't cry. Just wanted to see if anyone on here has had a baby while on medicine?