Nervous

Rebecca • Proud mommy to Lily, August 2015. Expecting #2 due December 2020.
I'll admit it I'm not great about getting the mail every day. Last night I got a huge stack and there was a thing from pathology telling me to contact my provider about my pap results. I have never received anything like this in the past. 
My one before in June was abnormal and this was the follow up. I'm driving myself crazy with what ifs...
I should say that I have had two abnormals prior but they were always normal at the follow up.