Faint positive to BFN......

Ashley • 31 yrs old, RN. Wife of 10 years, mommy to our sweet 9 yr old & baby girl born 9-11-16!
Wtf?! Last night I had a very faint positive.  Today took a test and BFN!!!!  Talk about heart breaking in 10000000 pieces!!!  I'm just crushed.  AF is due 1/3... So I still have a chance but seeing that faint line last night was so exciting.  This would happen to me....  Of course.  Totally crushed. ?
The strip from last night- the line is where the E is on health::