Wow! Through the eyes of the sober!!

If my husband Ever tries to get drunk on whiskey again so help me god I may leave him!!! He yelled and went on about putting our dogs down when the baby comes ( we love our dogs to death, and would never ever do this) went on about my ex, and cheating women and basically was not himself, was overly hurtful, made me bawl my eyes out, and told me to fuck off multiple times! He was not rational and I could not reason with him!! And then I fall asleep finally only to awake to him urinating on wall/floor/pillows, and he has no idea what happened, went back to sleep and I cleaned up and woke him to yell  at him and I still can't convince or rationalize with him!?!? Wth!
This is a man who's sweet and loving and loves me and our dogs and was so happy early on, and is fine when he drinks beer, and I've seen him really drunk but have never ever seen him behave like this!
Has anyone seen this before !?