I've gotten upset, and of course I'm disappointed, but it's a new year and great things are in store. Idk if your religious or believe in fate, but I like to believe that everything happens for a reason. And if this month wasn't the right month, I'm going to keep trying until I get to my right month. I say this to send positive vibes in your direction, be hopeful, but if things aren't what you wanted keep pressing forward. It will happen, the beauty is not knowing when. ✨

Thanks for sharing your story and I'm sorry that you feel alone in your TTC journey due to your circumstances. Stay positive and know that TTC is possible for you or your doctor would have already mentioned other methods. Even if your circumstances were 100% ideal, TTC is all about timing. We can time things on paper, through an app, but Mother Nature can have other plans. The journey is what makes the destination that much more magical. I was over a week late and AF showed her face this morning. I was convinced this would be it!