Still Not Sick!!

Still not sick, I barely get nauseated anymore , if at all, and my other symptoms faded off awhile ago. Does that mean my babies stopped growing? I'm pregnant with twins, doesn't that mean I should have twice the symptoms? I'm not even craving things anymore! So confused. And worried. I almost want to go to the hospital just to see if I had a missed miscarriage to get it over with. I'd rather have some asshole doctor at the ER (they're all pretty rude at the hospital here) tell me I've lost my children rather than my prenatal doctor, who I love tell me their hearts stopped beating at some point awhile ago. I'm 10 weeks 2 days and my symptoms for lesser around week 8. Ugh the stress is killing me, I can barely even sleep. I already announced my pregnancy to EVERYONE, I just keep imagining how hard it will be to tell them I'm no longer pregnant. It's all I can think about. It's like I FEEL I already know they're gone, but it just won't know until my next appointment. Please help me.