Af reared her ugly head today. Last month cycle was 52 days and now I'm 6 days early and she showed up during the day which is super rare I always wake up with it. Tummy is so sore and I'm so sad, wish I had some control over this. Maybe if I charted and monitored and recorded everything is have more control but then other people say that makes it worse and that I need to relax. I really hate ttc and just want a baby....