PCOS meltdown

Tracy • Married❤ we are both 26 and we found out we are pregnant with our first baby September 22nd 2014!
I just had a meltdown because I lost my tweezers. I need to tweeze every day to control the hair growth and I feel disgusting when I don't. Only you girls would understand the anxiety I have if I don't pluck my dark thick chin hair. I actually felt helpless and collapsed into my husband saying I need them or I feel ugly and I don't want him to even look at me. He of course tells me he doesn't even care and he loves me byway but my self hate for my hair and PCOS in general is huge. I won't be able to tweeze again until Friday when he gets paid again. Wish me luck.